Since Saturday morning my brain hasn’t stopped running.
I’m feeling positive, I’m ahead of it all and then someone overtakes me I start to loose momentum, things begin to make less sense and hope begins to fade, Then I get a hit of positivity I start to gain back my momentum I overtake someone and then someone else I’m planning my victory in my head as I try to stay in control, Suddenly I trip and fall, my eyes fill with tears and all I can think of is what can go wrong rather than what can go right…
Since Saturday I have been running a marathon, a marathon of confusion, negativity and heartache.
Since Saturday i have been running a marathon but have been meet with so much support.
Since Saturday i have seen my girl go from strength to strength.
Since Saturday I’ve been holding my breath.
– Mariah Smyth